What happens? You're tired...extremely tired.
And your mind goes wandering more than normal.
And you are thinking in english due to the fact you read about
2000 sites in english in only one week...despite working and studying.
Feels extremely weird. The english thinking. Most of all because
I'm not really good in expressioning in english.
What my mind wanders to was to think about what is driving me on in this world...
No I'm not some sort of depressive...just thinking.
I was sorting out what most probably would drive the most people...
and I came to the following things...love, might, money...sex also counts I suppose...
Then I was wondering which one would apply to ME most...at least at the moment.
And then I figured out it was none of the above mentioned. In fact I really don't
know what is driving me on. There is something... but I can't grip it.
My mind started wandering again...
And there was suddenly the thought of change...I am changing...right now and here
and not only the last 5 minutes but for a little while now...and its not done yet.
I decided to have a look at this two things when I have more sleep and perhaps a little
less stress than at the moment. I wondered if this is permanently or only a reaction due
the stress I face at the moment. And so I decided to put the thoughts right here, right now,
to review them later when I have more time...and sleep...
